„You’re not the same as you were before. You were much more... muchier. You’ve lost your muchness,“ say the Mad Hatter to Alice in Tim Burtons „Alice in Wonderland“ Movie. For me it was words like „you overwhelm me“, „you are like an ICE“, „too intense“, „too loud“, „too fast“, „too driven“, „too hard“, „too emotional“. And I started to shrink. Started to cut away pieces of my intensity. In my teens it was words like „it‘s strange that you have so many interests“, „theater, robots, choir, ham ra